then there's this...

intruder.

who do nothing

but think of herself.

no matter what it takes...

as long as she can benefit

from it.

i really

abhor her.

i tried many many times

to learn

to forgive,

to be kind,

to reach out.

but no,

i can't do it.

most especially

when i see her

hurt the people

i love.

she wants to be

the top of everything.

but i don't admire

nor look up to her

at all.

why?

because no matter

how many things

you know,

money you have,

expensive your clothes are,

you are still full of

pride.

and i don't see any

love in your heart.

you annoy me.

get into my nerves,

and i find you real ugly.

i hate you.

so sick,

and tired of you.

it's always been you.

you destroyed

a lot already,

and i won't let this

go on any longer.