Wednesday, September 3, 2008

ms brightside

most people just don't get it. or maybe im the one not getting it. life and its complexities..

where do we draw the line between being pessimistic and realistic? where do we draw the line between being stupid and being in love? where do we draw the line between enjoying life and getting too much out of life? where do we draw the line between being happy and being blind? where do we draw the line? how do we draw the line?

im young and reckless.. even crazy. i don't even know if there is such line. but whoever said what you don't know won't hurt you, just didn't think before he spoke. because it hurts not knowing. it leaves an aching gut feeling within.. and that's when we try to search for answers.

and yet, being the young, reckless, and crazy person that i am, i couldn't possibly find THE ANSWERS. maybe im not supposed to find THEM. maybe im just supposed to wander through life not knowing. maybe we're not suppose to know what's there. but what is THERE really? another deafening silence.

im not used to questioning what life has to offer, or what is there at the end of the rainbow. maybe it's a pot of gold, maybe it's nothing. maybe we just want to hold on to the thought of that pot of gold to keep us going. but whatever keeps us from holding on to that thought.. its really damn good.

gold or no gold.. we live, learn, and love to the fullest.

at the end of the day, there are some things better left unknown.

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