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i worked for half day today and spent the afternoon at church. well, i just came home to eat then went back to church again. we practiced our VBS songs and steps with the rest of the choreo group. D was there to help me with the keyboards and he played the drum as well. before i came to church, i don't know why my hands was feeling so weak. weak to a point that it seems like i can't play the piano. : ( this really made me sad.. while waiting for the others to arrive, i stayed in a room and prayed to God. im not feeling well for a few days now. something happened tonight, and well, i just broke down in tears. : (

i love you, though i admit i know not what love truly means. and i probably love you with a selfish form of love. but i hope you'd stick around and help me learn what it really, truly means.

on another note, during tonight's meeting, i only listened to some who shared, and half of the time, i was only talking with Him. it's comforting to know that He knows how we feel even without words, and He's near even before the tears fall. : ) i feel better now. and i had dinner with D after church tonight so that just made my day again. : )

goodnight all! i hope to wake up early tomorrow to attend the morning devotion with the sisters. : )